Free Will : Yeah Right

Nothing is free. Even freedom has a price. I am constantly amused by the human condition. Especially their so called intelligence. I have a beautiful dog named Tiger. My last dog was a rottweiler named Jesus.  I used to get up every morning and say “Jesus… come “… I’ll never forget the day the minister told me that my dog (Jesus) ran up behind him and took his chicken sandwich. Even now it makes me chuckle. I have never laughed as hard as I did that day. I have been in mosques and churches where I told them that I was God. Each time they threw me out. Yes…. that is funny to me also. Although at the time I momentarily feared for my life. You see I have paid the price for free will. I have paid the price for freedom. I used to think that freedom was the most important thing but I came to understand that free will is more important than freedom and if freedom has a price then free will is priceless.  You see… humans do not know freedom or free will. If they did they would be a God. The human being is a peculiar creature. He is a creature that is caught in a cycle of perpetual ignorance. He is psychotic, violent, suicidal, greedy and  extremely ignorant. Each new device he creates hastens his own demise and while he believes he is getting closer to freedom….closer to becoming God…. he is unwittingly becoming even more of a slave… and not just a slave but a robot. He speaks volumes but his words have no weight…. no context… no reality. He is an arrogant fool jumping for joy with each new toy… each new toy that he really doesn’t even understand. He thinks his inventions are the products of his own intelligence. How else would God ( a being (s) higher than man) usurp his slaves efforts than to make him think that he has free will? Look around. Do you think animals have free will? Don’t you know that man is an animal? Oh yeah…man thinks he’s special. He is by far more of a slave than any wild animal. If man has free will then what is enlightenment? Every thing man does…. everything man thinks is already written. Man is nothing. Free will… the operative word is “will”. Will is power. Will allows one to cause floods or tsunamis etc (with his mind… his will). Will is the ability to manifest ones desires. You know… to will something into existence like God?  So called conscious people running around talking about “the power is within…. manifest whatever”etc… these children really think that if someone discovered the power within they’d be concerned with manifesting a relationship or some earthly kind of success? Such is the state of affairs for the so called human. They are equipped with brains but no minds and this is one of their scientific facts…Lol? I could fill volumes breaking down the divine comedy called life on earth.

Food 4 Thought: The Lowly Worm

Go outside and catch a worm. Look at that worm…notice how it is one of… if not the….  “lowliest” creatures on earth. Think about that. A worm is a lowly creature. A worm is very low in regards to evolution. Pretty much on the bottom of the food chain. Now think about the fact that when you die…you will be food for that lowly worms relatives? I pondered this paradox while fishing one day. That lowly worm and I….a king….share the same fate and even worse….I will be food for a lowly worm. Now of course I’m talking about the body because I …we are souls…we never die and of course you could be cremated etc. There is a cycle that is illuminated by the lowly worm.The cycle of life and death. The cycle of reincarnation.There is irony in the fact that we are inevitably “cut down” to the level of the lowly worm. Since my food comes from the earth..I may be eating his relatives….and mine too? What I’m saying is….contemplation of the lowly worm gives one a more comprehensive perspective on life…..this life.

The Healing of The Paralyzed Man : pt. 2

The next day the old lady came back again…as I’d hoped.I had thought about her and her husband all night.I had also come to realize…finally…what my entire life had been leading up to.The strange circumstances in which my abode came to be,the odd fact that this old lady came to me….a foreigner…a “blacK man”,….all of my initiations (masons,shriners,army etc.),all of the sciences and arts (astrology,numerology,healing,tarot etc.),all of my trials and tribulations came full circle and I knew what I was…and …what I was…at that moment in time…supposed to do.Yes…I had been “prepared” (psychically,intellectually,spiritually) to heal that man.So…I told the old lady that she didn’t have to climb those stairs anymore when she needed me.I ran a string from her kitchen window to mine and attached a bell.I told her to just pull on the string and I will come up.I was in a foreign land and I couldn’t speak the language so I was lucky that the old lady spoke english.Her husband did not.I got all the information I needed from her.I got his birth information so I could cast his birthchart and a numerical analysis.I can say that at that time…excited cannot do justice to what I felt…knowing I was about to begin a journey through another mans mind…knowing that I was living the story of Jesus Christ.I remember experiencing a sublime joy and profound gratitude.God was finally moving and I could see it.I could touch it.This glorious transcendental opportunity to learn…oh…dear God.When I first got out of the army fate put me next door to a professional astrologer.The first time he introduced me to my birthchart I saw the symbols and lines etc and I immediately…”recognized the language”….like a long lost friend.I felt gratitude then also but this…this was off the charts.The paralyzed mans wife told me that her husband told her to sell everything and give it to me.I asked her why he said that? She said “he said he sees a silver cord coming from heaven connected to the top of your head and he knows that you are going to heal him”. I told her she didn’t have to sell anything…just buy some special oils….

Near Is Far

The bible says that a prophet is welcome everywhere but in his own home. There is another saying that says the same thing but not many have understood it from the perspective I am putting forth right now. Man secretly searches for masters in far away lands and God is beyond the skies…somewhere near infinity and eternity.Therefore a prophet is welcome everywhere but in his own home. You see…those in his own home cannot recognize him as a prophet.They cannot recognize him as a prophet because a prophet is near to God and God is far away? Now if the prophet travels abroad he will be recognized and treated like a prophet because he comes from afar. Oh yeah…that saying I mentioned is “one cannot see the forest because of the trees”.You no doubt have heard someone say “you should take a step back to get a better view” or “you are too close to the situation”.What they really mean is that near is far? It is the psychology of the masses. Near is far. The psychology is that man can talk about reality and even experience reality but in reality never comes “in contact” with reality. He subconciously and successfully avoids reality throughout his entire life. Near is urgent and pressing. Far is in the future and not so pressing. One has time. It is this idea that one has time that is the underlying principle in the unconcious avoidance of reality.It is also the reason that Jesus is praised in the abstract….I mean the people really don’t want to see Jesus because then they would have to face reality and not just talk about it.Jesus (in their minds) is far…therefore they are able to remain in a familiar,comfortable and safe environment..an environment that prevents them from being checked….an environment that does not upset their fragile eggshell mentalities. Man exists in a perpetual and eternal illusion. Exist has the prefix or word ex in it. Ex means something that used to be. Used to exist? Existed before but not anymore? Near is far.